-no more

Didn't have painful privation. No, none at all
but just, just what does it mean? I know what.
It was easy to smile, laugh, or just chill. Really, it was
but why now, all of a sudden...
It does make me shiver with fear-
face fall, shoulders droop, signs of that lack of confidence.
I just walk past, head held high- seemed so easy. Really, it was
but why now, all of a sudden...
I'm unsure, of my own emotions.
Somehow, somewhat, I have an prescient.
Of what? Things you're going to say,
words you're going to use...
Whatever's going in your mind...
Your reasons, for the ignores. I get it, really, I do.
Maybe you need not explain, but I do get it.
When the time is right, okay?
You shall know best, now and future.
I'm no longer that weak creature who crys out, who needs your comfort.
I'm willing to do whatever you say now.
No longer the one who crys to every parting word you say.
Say it if you mean it, I'll handle it
just, don't lie.
It's hard to say things I wish to.
Not favourable.
Restraints. Reasons.
Just call me, whenever, whereever.
I'll be there, through the stormy weathers.
crap, i wont.
There was a time, where I will cry over all these stuff.
Now, it's stuck in me. The tears, blocked.
Not shy to say. No, I don't care.
Have I contradicted, anywhere?

Artist:	Stacie Orrico
Album:	Unknown
Title:	I'm Not Missing You

ooh oh

im not missing you

mmmm

been through just about everything
that i could go through when it comes to relationships
dont know what i was missing or why i aint listen
when i told myself that was it
but here i go hurt again cause
of my curiosity now that its over
what else could it be
besides a cheat

i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around

but im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

its a shame in a way
cos i feel that i may not
ever fine the right one for me
did i leave him this year
i didnt find a face oh
will my true love ever be
how could i go on a search again
when i know what the end will be
what good is love when it keeps on hurting me

i made a promise
never to settle (why didnt i keep it)
cos i needed the heart break
cryin and cheatin the fooling around

but im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different

i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

no i cant be with u cos
im scared felt like i was falling when u left me
i cant keep going through life
unaware of what im missing
or the person that i could be
loves good when its right
bad when its left
in ur memory all the time anytime
i guess love will be nice for someone
this is life

im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
im not missing u
u mighta had me open
but i must be goin because
i got lots to do
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u

im not going through emotions
waiting and a hoping u call me
(knocking at my door)
u mighta had me open (ay oh)
but i must be goin because
(this is the best day of my life)
i know im usually hanging on
i used to hate to see u go
but this time its different
i dont even feel the distance
im not missing im not missing u (im not missing, wooooh yea, im not missin u, no baby, im not missin u)

DANCED- 11:29 PM